Monday, June 05, 2006

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

*If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears


izgnen:)
7:06 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

forgive my transgressions;

MYE is about to end, one more day!:D
but of course, the results would be another matter because, i can reassure you, that there's going to be a lot of disappointment because, I DIDN'T STUDY
there, so my mind is currently in a perpeptual whirl of confusion; i cant tell you what im thinking now because i really don't know

OH HAHA, SORRY IF MY ENGLISH IS WEIRD, ITS BEEN WEIRD FOR QUITE LONG ALR, I DONT KNOW WHERE I FOUND THE WEIRD EXPRESSIONS I USE, HOW I STRING THEM WEIRDLY, TO GIVE PEOPLE A WEIRD IMPRESSION OF ME.

and, i'm not fierce you know. I'M A NICE PERSON ;D




Hide your face from my sins
and blot out all my iniquity;






i guess, i need to think about what im going to do


izgnen:)
8:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

people are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered;
forgive them anyway

if you are kind, people may accuse you of having selfish, ulterior motives;
be kind anyway.

if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
succeed anyway.

if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be honest and frank anyway.

what you spent years building, someone may destroy overnight;
build anyway.

if you find serenity and happiness, people may be jealous;
be happy anyway.

the good you do today, people often forget tomorrow;
do good anyway.

give the world the best you have and it may never be enough;
give the world the best you've got anyway.

you see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
it was never between you and them anyway.

- Mother Teresa's Home for Children in Calcutta, India



it's been so long,
i'm struggling to express myself now, haha

somehow the constant revision part never sinks in huh


izgnen:)
6:17 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

i know what i do now will affect my future, so why am i sitting in front of the computer BLOGGING, instead of getting my amath weekend asignment done? dometimes i don't know what i'm doing, why i'm not doing something i should, how i'm supposed to go about doing it and where to start. there's so much i CAN DO.

AND SAM HO IS MY SOFTBALL FAN <3!
be honoured okay, i don't go around putting hearts all over the place:D

SHIT. SHITSHITSHIT.


izgnen:)
6:44 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006






izgnen:)
8:17 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

hmmm, i think i really need a tagboard!
WHO WANTS TO HELP MOI!

oh, tomorrow the adam khoo ' I am Gifted, so are You' talk commences,
hope it'll be fun.
gonna bring my chemistry there, but can't decide on the next subject.
i should be bringing my weakest subject there, (chem) so what's my next weakest?
english and maths cannot bring, so that leaves physics socialstudies history biology literature.
aiyah, i shall go think later.

AND I REALLY CAN'T STAND LAONUREN'S CHINESE! AIYOH, TELLING HER OVER AND OVER AGAIN THAT NIANG MEANS MOTHER BUT NIANGZI MEANS WIFE BUT SHE REFUSES TO LET IT SINK IN, i wonder if she does it on purpose to suan us \:|

oohh, i'm not able to reply sms cos my phone bill has been (aham) two months late.
and my dad said i sent an MMS but i didn't! argh, i mean i couldn't! i tried but the sending failed, so how can i be charged? this is so spooky, or maybe i have bad memory :(

and mrs lee's talk today made me feel quite bad. i mean, aiyah, i didn't want to sell the tickets at first, but now i think i'm obliged to sell at least the $50 worth of tickets gave us. it's lying hidden in my drawer, it's time to see the world, TICKS! so, haha, if you happen to NOT be a crescentian and reading this, please buy from me. so i can rid myself my guilt early :|

alrights, everyone's back from New Zealand. i believe my brother's grown! but he's stil as skinny as ever, unlike me :( ANWS, my mom bought lots of chocolates and honey and THE MAPLE LEAVES I SPECIALLY REQUESTED FOR! apparently she had to sneak and pluck two of them from the maple tree so as not to be caught, haha :)

A dead sleep came upon me,
And from my horse I fell.


izgnen:)
6:19 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

HAHAHA! I MADE MY I/C TODAY! DONT NEED TO PAY FINE OR GO JAIL OR WORRY ABOUT PASSING THE DATELINE! HAHAHA!
though i must confess that the photo was quite YLEURGH, at least i got that - thing done :)

oh my oh my oh my.
the dirties class award! goes to our class.
HAHA! SO KWAN YIN MA WAS RIGHT AFTER ALL, i think we should just start listening and stop debating.

oh wells, they are back!
oops ;x


izgnen:)
8:04 PM

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